Yaya..today national day n i guess everyone haf so many activities goin on..either goin to the stadium or chilling at sum place or watching the fireworks..etc etc..while me siting in front of the comp..feeling half dead n bored..im suppose to go out wif him but too bad,got a fight n told him a lie tat i was werking today..juz dont feel lyk meeting him tis few days..i donnoe wat happen to our relationship but itz goin down..but i do believe tat he still haf me in his heart always..the only prob is we are lagging of sumting..sumting tat is missing in my life wen im wif him which i cant xplain to him or to myself..weird but true..donnoe wen will tis ting end..
God,plz show me the answer to my question..
Im missing 2 of my closest frens..knoe dem during sec sch n they are the 1 tat make my life complete..(luv dem more den my bf..itz the fact tat i cant ignore)told u guyz tat frens r everyting to me..we are so close tat we try to get a job at the same place..share all our tings..we xchange sports shoes during sch time n i still haf my beg wif 1 of dem..1 of their clothes wif me..bought the same colour of bra n i bought the wrong size(they choose it)ahaha! perm hair together n tons n tons of memories..both of dem are in shatec which is much harder 4 me to meet dem..actually i wanted to join shatec oso bcoz of dem but to tink back all the expenses,i join ite..which now i didnt regret it at all..
Although i made new great frens in ite but still they are more special to me..so happy to meet u gals in rugby tat put my mind away frm dem once in awhile..
Always in my memories...
Nisa Outz..
