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i thought of updating e blog yesterday...
but..
i was too tired & sleepy...
Yesterday..
i went for my silat training...
i trained my speed, kicking & punching...
after training for seni(movements of e silat)..
it's time for olahraga..which means sparring...
for e 1st time..
i have to sparred with a gurl..
cos everytime when i sparred..
my instructor paired me with a guy to sparred...
before e sparring..i told my opponent that i'm gonna let it all out..
cos at that point of time, i was angry with some1...
& i apologised to her beforehand..let say if i went overboard...
during e sparring..
i managed to bring her down twice..
but during e game..
she accidentally gave me 2 hard punch on my jaw..
e 1st time was alright for me..
e 2nd time..i could feel a sharp pain at connection of my jaw...
ouch!
now..my jaw's swollen..and i can't really talk or move it cos it's painful..
i can't barely chew e food down my throat...
but one thing that i'm happy 'bout is..
after my match..
my instructor told me that i've improved alot..
which was a good thing..
cos this yr..after i lost in e NATIONAL SILAT COMP..
i was kinda disheartened to compete again..
now..i'm back in a full force..
i'm READY!
& i'm really in a dilemma...
it's 'bout e ITE MUSICAL SHOW..
e show's in nov...we got allowance for it..eg. $3/session...
but..
i felt like quiting..
should i? or should i not??
i'm halfway through..
i felt that i've lost my singing voice..
after all e shouting & involvement in sports..
& i'm really exhausted..
help me pleash!!
people said that it's once in a lifetime chance where u get to perform in front of thousand ppl..
but...
e trainings...aaargghh...sometimes i just can't take it..
and now...
my soccer training will start next friday 2-5..
and i've got dance training for e ITE MUSICAL SHOW 3-6..
after that i've got silat...
pleash!! help me...
aaaaaaa!!!
part of me wanna quit..another part of me don't wanna...
and in sept..i've got a soccer comp...
i really wanna put my marked in soccer...
i'm confused!!
damn...
today..i didn't go for my vocal training...cos i can barely sing...
pleash..give me some advice..or opinion...
i really need some help...
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