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Saturday, August 12, 2006

ITE 4N- Itz the end 4 Nisa..

this was scribbled at 8:29 PM | 0 comments
Thanz sara 4 tat post of yours..i appreciate all e tings u said bout me n my ex..ya my ex..cant believe it tat wen i read ur post,he n i r nothing..it juz ends lyk tat wif a letter which u n shasha tot was a love letter..i knoe sumting is wrong..juz my instinct said so..mayb u gals who juz knoe wen u read tis post will ask me a thousand n one qns..but i will not further xplain coz im too too damn tired to keep repeating wat is the cause of it all..but e main ting is tat we r drifting apart n he cant take it anymore of my nonsense..
Cant accept it at 1st..tat morning afta e broke up,i msg him straight away..e reality of me bein alone feels so sucky afta 2 yrs+ wif him..but i knoe in life u still haf to move on no matter wat..neva will i blame him..neva will i turn myself to b an emo gal..neva will i cut my wrist n slit my throat..neva! i don haf 2 suffer..i still believe he do luv me but mayb itz juz destiny..i still cant accept e way he ask 4 a separation(juz lyk separation of spore n msia)now i knoe how lee kuan yew feels..haha! k im talking shit..i may b sad but i cant b sad till i die rite??
The chapter of my life wif him has ended..i haf to start a new chapter wif sadness..but i still haf u guyz 2 rely on..thanz 2 shasha n her advice each n evryday wen i chat wif her..makes me feel betta..thanz 2 sara oso..ur a good listener..as 4 sofia..thanz 4 e hug..it do calms me a bit..
As 4 e others of my rugby frens,if u read tis,i don wan u guyz 2 sympatize wif my situation..don ask me whether im ok or not coz it hurts even more..im still e old crazy nisa..juz haf fun wif me n tatz all im askin 4..
Today was suppose to go out wif my klassmate 2 watch fireworks but im too tired afta werk n got no mood..tinking of the fireworks juz make me tink of e past..he was behind me while we watch e fireworks..sweetest memories..i knoe tat if i go n watch wif my classmatez,it will bring tears to my eyes..Sara did say tat e fireworks was so gigantic n nice..itz good tat u experience it wif ur guy..but it wont b e same 4 me if i watch it today..sumting is missing..
K la..im so long winded rite..?? i knoe..haha..thanz u guyz 4 taking ur time to read tis post of mine..Luv u guyz..(now tat word is onli meant 4 my frens whu deserve it..)betta treat me good or i dont luv any1 of u..hehe!
Nisa Outzz..!!