eloooo peeps...
yeah..
i know..
it's a long time since i blogged..
that's b'cos i've got nothing much to blogged 'bout..
yup..
yesterday..
training was okie...
but it's e 1st time that i was being scolded by coach THAT bad...
yeah...
i mean every1 was not on form...
it's e 1st time that i'm training during e fasting month..
same goes for u gurls right??
yesterday..
i don't know why..
i was blur when i'm not supposed to be...
i didn't quite register e strategies in my head...
that's e reason why COACH was soo pissed off with us..
yeah..
but i'm not making FASTING as an excuse on why we're not ON FORM...
i'm adapting to TRAINING during FASTING..
so as not to repeat e same mistake again...
Yesterday...
was on my way home in the train..
yeah..alone...
IRSHAM called...
he was apologising to me b'cos he have not called me for a few days...
he was saying that he called cos it'll be a pity if he didn't call me...
HEY BOY!
i don't need ur sympathy...
seriously..
i'm DONE WITH U!
i don't even give a damn anymore if u call me or not...
nope..NOT ANYMORE!
yeah..on sat..u went to ZOUK to celebrate ur TRACK mate's birthday...
u said that u'll not drink...
but u DID!!
u said that u can't prevent drinking when u're with e 4 devils(ur track mate)...
yeah..
DRINK ALL YOU WANT!
did u think of the consequences??
hey..
now it's no use if u continue FASTING..
don't u even know that??
what e fish!
u've changed!
yes...
just over a period of time...
woah..
drinking...does that make you feel cool?
Are u proud of it??
U really TURN ME off....
niwaes...
was at causeway point..
wanna buy bubble tea..CHOC OREO..
but i ended up buying mango milk tea cos CHOC OREO have finish...
was on my way home when my ex called...
i didn't answer cos was ordering bubble tea that time...
called him back when i've reach home..
yeah..
cos normally when he called..
i'll always be busy...
so.was talking on the phone yesterday..
when he mentioned bout getting back together..
it's amazing how he can still remember e moments i had with him...
it's like a few yrs back in 2004...
cos i totally forgot everything..hahaz..
i did that cos i wanna move on...
but yesterday..
he refreshed my memories...
i asked him why me?
he said that i'm a simple gurl..sweet..understanding..
he told me that he's not sweet talking..
he told me that he truly miss me...
that's what KHAI said to me another day...
what a coincidence!
I told my ex..
that i'm not ready...
seriously..i've given up on love..
i wanna remain single...
he told me he understand..
thx for understanding ya..
fate's in god's hand..
if we're meant to be together..
then we are..
if we're not..
then we're not...
:: MY EX ::