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ok... so as you all know my attachment period is over. im FREE! till i get my poly results that is. im hoping i get to Poly. cos right now i dont have a plan B. if i dun get into Poly i REALLY REALLY dont know what im gonna do.

so anyway... today while im waiting for bola to start and watitng for 1am to go Airport to fetch my bro back i have a lot of time to actually go through our blog archives. and bloddy hell did i write a lot of crap last year. hahaha. but some of them do bring back memories. memories that i shouldnt forget but cant help forgetting. maybe this is what happens when i move on. i dwelled on my past for 3 months. kept going crazy inside my head. thought about things that i shouldnt have been thinking. but also thought about things that finally got me through that period. life lessons are never easy. but thats what makes me who i am. good OR bad. i know im mostly bad but i try to be good sometimes. sometimes i just cant help myself. =)

so anyway... ive scraped through my life just fine. and im not regretting anything that ive done so im happy. but recent situations have messed up my head again for awhile. but im scraping through. even though sometimes i feel like getting in a car and playing bumper car with it.

ok... thats about all i have right now. (see...never leave me alone to think about things.i'll go cryptic on you ppl) it sucks that last week was raining badly. i miss contact. i miss running.(surprisingly). and i miss having fun and laughing my ass of for the moment and NOT think about anything at all.

hopefully next week's gonna be dry. im praying it is. or i'll go crazy. 2 weeks of nothing to do i'll probably cut my wrist! (no guys i WONT do it. just a statement.) ok then. see you gal pals around.

love you my permanent UNDERWEARS!

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Saturday, March 15, 2008

Shasha here... its a rare moment so read up! =)