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Hey babez..i got lyk half an hour more till itz rugby training..n here i am siting at MLC wif my frens 'doin my project'..Itz my powerpoint project..I juz do lyk 6 slides without animation n stuff..Believe it or not,tis thurs im suppose to hand it e proj..Seriously Im doomed!! All my frens was concentrating finishing it up..They r so engrossed while me juz doin research tat neva came 2 an end..
Im lost n defitnately i am..i dont set my priorities rite(juz lyk sha..haha)Damn!! i dont feel anyting..i don feel scared..i don feel tat there's a need 2 rush..Wat happen 2 me..?? Gotta change tis sucky character of mine..!!My fren juz saw tat im bloggin n he is kindda of angry..haiz!! atleast he is finishing but me..Nothing!!
k will c u guyz in a few minutes time..

Nisa Outz!!

helo sume...my firz tym eva blogging..haha..kental kan..ya i noe..well tgh bored la kawan2..having OFA now..dunnoe how to do microsoft access..argghh!!i havent even done my project..teacher pestering me for it..how?!?!everyday, reach home..tired liao..so at last siti taught me how to blog..yeah!!tanx siti!!hee tempted ar c her bloging foreva..siti blog tk igt dunia seh..hahaz...so ya..since i noe how to blog liao..wil blog more...kk takin care sume..peace..c ya al later at training..gdbye my ladies!=)

sOffy [nurul]

zeila dhila and me!

WHOO. firah blogging. and im sooo boring. irfan irfan, i miss you.

anywayyys babess, next week im moving out! im going to get a NEW ROOM. im going to conquer my father's room. im separating with my sister. whee~ im going to paint my room RED. im going to get new bed frame. im going to get a new flooring for the room- mummy's paying for that. WHEE. i definately cant wait. and and! i cant wait for this friday either! *winks*

uhm, a friend just died. and a friend's grandfather just died. sigh. i feel so uhmm.. guilty.

you're so kind. (:

hugs & kisses,
FIRAH.

Elooo gurls...

yesh..

it's me fianna..

i'm back...

i haven't got the time to repair my comp...

and it's partly b'cos i'm tired too...

that's the reason why i've not blog...

sorry 'bout that ya...

hmm...

life's been okie for me..

as per normal..

sometimes i'm down & out..

sometimes i'm happy to the max...

This is me as you can see...

i'm sorry gurls that time 'COMMITING SUICIDE' was on my mind..

i don't even know why...

i've a DARK past..

yerp..

i've promised my family,relatives and fwens that i'll not commit suicide last time...

nope2...

don't think that i'll commit suicide k..

never..

i don't wanna die in that way..

cos i'll not be in peace..

sometimes..

it's a pain to live..

i know...

i must appreciate & cherish every moments in our life...

but sometimes..

you just can't....

yerp2...

a tragic gurl=a tragic life

tragic in love..

shattered dreams...

gosh..and now my classmate's listening to DANIEL BEDINGFIELD....

u know his slow song..

i forgot the title...

' i don't wanna run away,

but i can't take it,

i don't understand....

if i'm not made for you,

then why does my heart tell me that i am...

is there any way that i could stay,

in your life..'

hmm..

i was wondering who e hell is rev_zal09?

he has been tagging..

rev_zal09...

if u're reading this..

just tell us who u are k...

cos i really wanna know...

u're mysterious to us...

do we know you?

or i rephrased it..

DO I KNOW U?

~i rather be hated for who i am than be loved for who i am NOT~

MissY FiaNna OuTZ!!

LoVe U gurlS lotS!!

MuaCkz!!

Yuuhooo!! Nisa blogging again..2 sarah--> No problem gal..i love giving pple a treat..haha! (mcm btol je) 2 fianna--> Felt sori 4 ur bruises n everything but juz endure it as tis is part n parcel of a sportsmanship..(asal bleh je aku) 2 Shasha-->I still haf e guilt in me 4 e bruise u had bcoz of me..izzit ok now?? i can massage it 4 u if u wan..hehe!!
Ok another lazy sunday..juz staying hm all day n study from 2-7 n i only finish up 4 chpts of business module..still haf 11 chpts 2 go..arggg!! stress2!!
Ok here is e big ting..did any1 of u watch e news?..any news??haha!! yesterday all e logistic students was doing packing 4 tis IMF(4millionsmiles) at e supreme court..n e camera man n news pple cum down 2 record our activities..we need 2 finish 12000 packers in 2 days which is yesterday n today but amazingly we finish packing by 3..(so no need 2 cum today)n u guyz wana knoe wat??e camera man asked us 2 unpacked e packing n do it again so they can record it 4 e news..I was lyk 'no thanz' n trying 2 run away but my frens pull me in..shit2!! my face was lyk crap n my hair doesnt look lyk a hair at all..haha!!
Afta e IMF tingy,we decided 2 eat at clarke quay..den my fren which i had not contacted since we separated giv me a msg n say he saw me on tv!! wakakaka!! i was jumping n laughing lyk mad cow wen i read e msg..So now wen i go out i betta haf a close watch over pple..they might knoe me..hehe!! freako eh aku!!
Yest was full of fun..we chill at clarke quay wif our sch polo t..so proud 2 wear tat wif our sch name(as if)n we talk n hear sum touching song tat makes 1 of my fren cry as she juz broke up..well i try 2 calm her but i cry 2..not bcoz im tinking of him but i understand how she feels as i use 2 b in her shoes b4..all e gals was lyk hugging n crying while e boys donnoe wat 2 do..HAHA!! n tis guy fren of mine sat nx 2 me wen i was staring blankly into space..he tot i was getting emotional but i actually don feel emo 4 myself instead 4 my fren n he started talking sum goody2 advise which i tot was funny n i burst out laughing..
Guyz..sumtimes sweet n sumtimes irritating..

Idiotic pple tat cant stop cheering me up..hehe..but still luv all of u,cute babes..tatz all folks..

Nisa Outz..

heylo my darlings..

WHERE IS EVERYONE?
No one is updating? What happened?
Oh welps .. im bored.. So let me update.
For actually i have to study for an upcoming exam on 31st August! But i cant concentrate.. So decided to log in and surf the net! haha..

ARGHHH i have the urge of going clubbinggggggggg ... My friend called me up just nw.. Asking me along.. But i declined. Better not lah. Exam coming. I cant be enjoying rite.. Its ok Amy.. il join u next time.. I was half-hearted actually.. My friend's uncle let her to have his car for tonight. So its like free transport. And i have yet to give her belated bday prezzie. What kind of friend am i? haha So sorry amy.. i owe u loads loads.. hehe And ive been friends with Amy for what 9 years? And still counting babe. Farah.. Hmm 6 years.. I love u both.

Us at Snow City. =)

That's me, Amy and Farah.

dont think differently about me ok.. Going clubbing doesnt mean drinking n smoking! Well if u think so, i dont ok. I just loove grooving... Let ur hair down babies... WOOHOO! miss those days lah. And and.. and... he let me . He gave me the green light, haha omg... But i knw deep dwn he actually didnt want me too. HMmm..

Oh ya i wanna thank NISA for the ice kacang treat. Hehe so sweet lah u gf. Love u alot. Sha! i cant wait for the slumber party at ur house..ahaha oh ya my hols starting on the 14th Sept! Aite.. keep that in mind babe.. Get ready for ur pyjamas darls, or our baju butterfly. hoho!

Till then..

Nitey Sweet Ladies.

okay.... since no one blogged ive decided to take things into my own hands! lol... not that i have anything to blog but i just like to waste space! hehehe!

anyway... im sorry to all those hu's having a bad week. but i had the perfect one.! except of course when FIANNA gave me blue blacks!... (im gonna bug her forever for this). even the ball that hit me onli left me with a tiny winnie blue black. yes nisa... it DID leave its mark on me. hahaha... no lah... its good to get marks once in a while. i havent had any in a while so its all welcome!

so.... 'my man'... gave me his ipod. haha... not give give... kinda lent it to me. and he has like a thousand songs in it so i dun actually have to bother to put any other songs in it.

okay... i PROMISE! (hopefully) on tues i'll hang with u guys till the end okay?! 2 days without u guys is HELL!.... but i was with him so... heheheh.... minus a little lah okie?!... but whatever. u guys come first.

hmmm... i think thats about it... hahaha... wanna noe more? ask! haha...

orite orite...

love ya'll
shasha

p.s. i hope tues training isnt as bad as thurs. man.... that was HELL!

FIANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY ARM IS ACHING AND IVE GOT BLUE BLACK MARKS ALL OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man.... ur worse than getting hit by a truck u noe that!??!??!?!?!!?? im SO NOT attacking in her gap anymore! the rest of u can go for it. I SURRENDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in pain and in heaven =D
shasha

SO PEOPLE! LOOK WHO IS BACK?! ahha

Its me. The Sweet and Sexy,not forgetting Selenger....

SARAHHH!!!!! ahha

ape kaba semua...? ada baik..? bagus... heheh

OK.. So have not been updating.. Ala.. Nothing special lah. Thats y.
KK, to recap abt what happened today, alahai.. boyfriend picked me up by suprise! And serve me right, i told him a lie. Damn! Shit happens lah. And whats worst, he caught me in the act. He was behind me, he saw me when i said "Ya, im already at the bustop. Lame sey tngu bus."

Well actually he wanted to meet me by 8 at bedok. But i wana spent some time with Nisa. Apedah. What the heck. Ya we did have squabbles on the way home. Yelah, da kene caught babe. He was like, "So, u better confess .. what else u did but u didnt told me abt it? Lain kali blang je lah.." Hmm yelah tu eh... (dalam hati aku lah) So better tell me now. What, u gonna cry now...? Padahal, he loves to see me cry. Palehotak betol.. Ade ke die kate aku nagis aku look cute? kebabai... If u say so sayang... hehehhe.. i know im cute.. hoho

And the past two days, i payed back those unfortunate days during Ramadan. So yup. I fast with two other girlfriends in class. Namely Huda n Nadiah. Heheh. Having loads of motivation from each other, the three of us togethr, our classmates was disturbing us... "Eh korang puase nari? laaa... Rugi ah gini.. kat cafe 2 nga sale.. Buffet going on $2 per person.. Nak ape2 amik je.."
Then i was like... "Sesungguhnye aku berpuase... Ya Allah.. ampuni lah segale dosa kawan2 ku.."
Really2 testing our patience lah all of them. Actually not all lah. hahah ok Whatever it is.. i had fun. Every minute every single day.

Okie clockwise frm top, mark,nadiah,huda,me,bul,aisya and J
Oh ya cmon girls we gotta improve on our freaking ball handling skills!
Kite da haprak! Doing the drills with the new girls was a great challenge for us!
Do u guys think so? I greatly think so. Cmon lets do it people! =)

naughty mel not listening.

look at how excited sara was. haha.

whooo~ sara's HOT. ;)

Tired...!!! Damn tired but itz all worth it..Juz came back frm werk n here i am blogging again..(how loyal i am 2 tis blog)hehe!!
Today was so happening..got excursion to keppel logistic..since im e onli logistic student so might as i well i don haf 2 story everything..But it was so damn huge n superb!!! neva regret studying tis course..
Itz was hell of a fun..taking pics n pics n pics..will post sum pics if i get it frm my fren..(im still waiting 4 fira's pic) *sob sob*
As 4 werk 2day..hmm i tink im reali gona b fat..!! I stuff in icecream again..dark choc especially!! n i eat blueberry cheese pie n chicken salad frm coffee bean(FREE!!)Thanz 2 maria..
Weee...!! I donnoe y im so happy..ahaha!! Crazy i might say..but seriously feels so great inside..thanz God 4 giving me e strength every single day..
Kla babez..will c u guyz tomoro...
Luv ya again n again n again n again till ure sick of me..But i bet u guyz will get sick coz im soooo irressistable..!!!! wakakakakaka!!!

Nisa Outz!!

So happy 2 c yanti n fira blogging..still waiting 4 e others lyk deffy,sofia n liyana..any more im missing out??
Ok i betta make tis post short n simple..my fren keep bugging me 2 study n stop blogging..Hell NO!!im not stopping but i will blog less regularly..
Juz now training was ok..our crowd has bcum bigger..but we reali need 2 train harder gals..
So happy 2 go hm wif deffy..itz been a long time since i go hm wif her..n she did ask me stupid qns lyk "ur goin hm alone??" I was tinking,i haf been goin hm alone wen she didnt cum down 4 training..haha!! confused deffy i might say..
Aniway we learn a new technique which is e "switches"..I still don get it..!! Mayb it takes time ah..As 4 YANTI..u score a try gal!! erm it seems ur good at winger..DEFFY..don b discourage of ur knees k..we still wan u 2 join rugby even if lose 1 leg of urs..hish!!! touch wood!! pple,u can slap my face if u wan to..ahaha!! Deffy,don quit ya gal..b strong..u need time 2 heal so don go beyond it if u cant..
Shasha!! hmm..sumting sweet goin on between u n him..ahaha!! wateva it is so happy 4 u..hope tings will turn out well..
K la hot,cool,crazy,stupid bunch of rugby babes,tatz all...c ya on thurs again..
Cute,short,fat,curly Nisa wana study now..

*Kissy* u guyz..!!
Nisa Outz..

Akhirnye masuk jugak aku nie...weeeee~~!!!!hahahahahaha!!! DAH PUAS KORG AKU DAH MASUK !!!! actually kn aku tk tahu nk tulis ape seh...hmmm...n since i got sumthing 2 write abt nw so here goes..........ytd my cat JOJO gave birth to 3 CUTE and more CUTE kittens...weee~~~!!! cute seh n cute sey..dah lagi aku tk tahu nk describe ape lagi...hahax..yeah2!!! hari raye nk dtg...eh korg korg ngn lupe bagi aku DUIT RAYE ENH!! hehehex...ape lagi seh org nk tuliz...geezz im so bored here pat OFA lessons...hmmm...dah la sampai sini aje la....eh jap jap...last last...DO YOU KNOW IF U TURN THE WORD "STRESSED"...IT WILL GIV U THE WORD "DESSERT"...so the next time u guys stress....MAKANLAH BANYAK BANYAK BAAAAAAAAAANYAAAAK CHOCOLATE !!!!! hahahaha...byez!!!!!

sigh.
i wana cry.
i got four tests this week.
three tests next week.
two tests and one exam the next next week.
and the following week i need to sit for three major papers.

so much things to do, so little time given. im torn apart between going for my friend's bbq this 1 sept or going for ______ or even better, burying myself with booooks and notess and probably double expresso. haha.

anyway babes, i got this attachment during my holidays. its verrryy interesting one. but the thing is if i go, i cant attend our trainings. my attachments are going to be like 8.30am all the way till 6pm (mondays to fridays). and POLITE is around the corner. if im lucky enough, i get to play la. and if i got undeniably pure dumb luck, i wont get to play for POLITE.

oh i wana crryyy. sooo bad. i didnt eat yesterday, cause im afraid i vomit. i've been vomitting anyway, since the day i went to holland-v's coffee bean. i ate today only because i got training later and i wont want to exhaust myself.

k la people, i wana cry. HAHHAHAHAHHA. tkde laaaa.

AND OH YAHH! sorry i have not send you guys the pics. soon k soon. ((:

okay.... i shall tell u all about what i did yesterday... since i came home late and didnt get a chance to blog it all out for u guys... here goes...

okay... so i went out the 'him' the whole day. well.. not exactly the WHOLE day... but most of it. anyway... he promised to watch Tokyo Drift with me like... last mth or something. lol. never had the time to actually do it. so yesterday he ajak me. so i met him at 3.30 at city hall. and i was early! lol... first time ever. not that im usually late... but recently ive been late alot! lol. onli met him at 3 cos he working frm 8 to 3. so the show was at 5. then the ticket price on Sundays are just great... but he onli took my 5 bucks!... lol. he belanja me movie AND makan! lol. power.

anyway... after the movie we went to Esplanade to jalan jalan. but my fren said that there was a 'Battle of the Bands' thing happening there... so we decided to sebok sebok and watch lah... lame thing is... when we sat down with out bottle of water and chips... this group called 'natural' and 2 black dudes came on stage and started singing..... grrr... so we were looking at each other like... "?????????????". sigh... anyway... we sat there like 1 1/2hrs listening to all kinds of song they were singing. not bad lah actually... but still painful man.. to have to sit through that. lol.

then after that we went off... but we walk to City Hall mrt. but he.. pandai pandai... go ajak me walk the long way.. pass the padang and all... when we could have just walked inside the Esplanade. then we went home. LOL.

story not finish yet arh... still got more.

when i was at Toa Payoh... there was this bunch of african(cant say the N word) guys there. so i took my bus. then one of them sit beside me and the other were around. then suddenly got someone tap tap my arm... kaoz... abeh aku pusing ah... then they were like "can we take ur pic?..." i was like 'NO'. but i think they didnt understand english cos they kept pestering me. then when i turn one of the guys suddenly snapped. kaoz... now gots my pic in him phone. haiz... jangan dier buat aku jadi pornstar sudah... but man... it was freaky... lucky they got off soon after that. grrr.... these ppl... no life! then i go sms 'him' and told him what happen. lol... he say next time he will send me back home! ahahaha... he lives like CCK! jauh kan... but he got car. just that he dun wan to drive. lazy bum. be prefers takin public transport. he dun like traffics. haiz.

kk... i think ive bored u guys enuff... see you guys tomorrow yeah?!

love ya'll
shasha

Fianna here..

haish..

in class...

feeling soooo shitty today...

i can't face him...

if u wanna know what's been happening...

look at my other blog...

haish...

just b'cos of a 3rd party..u wanna end our friendship???

fadz2...

i thought u treated me as ur sister..

but..

it's way beyond that.....

it's not that i don't like it...

but..

now....

u're blaming e 3rd party..

aaaaa!!!!

u said that i've found my DREAM GUY and that u should leave...

gosh!!

wtf!!

i'm really feeling sooo messed up!

so confused!!

aaarrgghhh!

www.tragicgurl.blogspot.com

Nobody blogging today?? It cant be only me rite...haiz..!! U pple are so lazy tat ur ass has turned round & saggy..Cum on,dont juz read..post sumting!!
Juz now..im on my way 2 study den...suddenly i was hit by a motorcycle..im glad im still alive..i was sent 2 changi hospital 2 get treated 4 my small toe..yeah my SMALLEST CUTE TOE..itz hurts so much but wen tis cute doctor put a plaster on my toe,e pain was gone..den e doctor asked 4 my number so i tink itz ok 2 xchange phone numbers..Sum doctors r cute too..Thanz 2 e motorcyclist whu hit me,i get 2 knoe tis cute doctor..

--->>Tis is an example of crappy post tat u guyz can write..Anyone who read tis n believe it,u shud get a shot right thru ur head..How gullible u pple can b..haha!! Actually i am a gullible person..Anyone has a gun??

Ok..Enuf..anyway,juz now i was suppose 2 go out but den..afta blogging i felt a sharp pain on my back..sumting lyk a cramp..i lay on my bed but it get worse..Not only tat,my whole body was so weak n i started 2 haf a headache..i tink if i still go out,i might juz get hit 4 REAL..so i decided 2 juz stay at hm n cancel out my meeting wif him..now i still felt weak n my backache is driving me crazy..!! Surprisingly,i can still blog..Computer are a distraction in my life..Sumbody plz burn tis computer of mine..
Hope i will get betta by tues..
Miz ya all cute adorable lil devils..

Angel Outz..!!

Hola 2 all e pple whu care 2 read my post..2 all e pple whu got nothing 2 do n start reading my post..2 all e pple whu wan 2 knoe bout my life..2 all e pple whu luv me n cant get enuf of me..2 all e pple whu tink im 2 good 2 b true..2 all e pple whu tink im cute although i always deny it..2 all e pple whu wan me 2 luv dem although i dont luv dem..ahahaha!!! kk wat got into me..?? im talking shit on sunday afternoon!! mayb im tired..plz haf sum pity on me..*sob sob*
Orite..here i am blogging coz i feel lyk it..Itz sun n im not werking..damn yesterday was a hell lot of werk..13 hours of scooping icecream was so much tiring den throwing rugby balls..n i got back ache now..Yesterday,it was suppose 2 haf 4 werkers including me n SUDDENLY....(here cum e suspense) 2 of e werkers cant turn up n it left me n my fren..WAT E FISHball soup!! 2 pple werking on saturday..n both of us werk 4 13 hrs..!! BUT den..my manager's boyfren turn up n help us..it was such a relieve..atleast 3 pple werking is betta den 2..wat makes it betta tat he is so damn cute..he is a japanese but haf perfect english accent n can talk malay a lil bit..!! ahaha!!
It was a whole lot of pple yesterday tat e shop turned chaos..but it was so much fun..we had burned waffle..i step on choc icecream n e whole place haf my shoe prints..we haf icecream on our face,shirts n jeans..we didnt washed e strawberries n juz serve it..n tons n tons of dirty stuff..hehe!!
When doing closing,everyone was so tired tat we talk crappy stuff,singing out hearts out,teasing e coffee bean pple(azri,sara's classmate)..Overall,it was satisfying werking 13 hrs..Anyway,my x n his frens cum down at my work place..i didnt knoe y but he msg me n told me tat he wana make it up 2 me..sumting lyk patching tings up..haiz!! No comments on tat..Later im goin out 2 study den meet him 2 haf a good talk..
In life,u haf 2 make a choice..every choice u made r e tings u haf 2 live it up 2..every choice of mistakes makes u a betta person n learn e true colours of life..itz u who lead ur life not God..Pple keep on saying tat itz fate n destiny but they don realise tat e choices they make tat make their fate n destiny..i donnoe if u guyz agree on my statement but tis is wat i believe..itz up 2 each individual..
Im done wif tis post..will update more if u guyz still cant get enuf of me...ahahah!!

Nisa Outz..

eLoOo

i thought of updating e blog yesterday...
but..
i was too tired & sleepy...

Yesterday..
i went for my silat training...
i trained my speed, kicking & punching...
after training for seni(movements of e silat)..
it's time for olahraga..which means sparring...
for e 1st time..
i have to sparred with a gurl..
cos everytime when i sparred..
my instructor paired me with a guy to sparred...

before e sparring..i told my opponent that i'm gonna let it all out..
cos at that point of time, i was angry with some1...
& i apologised to her beforehand..let say if i went overboard...
during e sparring..
i managed to bring her down twice..
but during e game..
she accidentally gave me 2 hard punch on my jaw..
e 1st time was alright for me..
e 2nd time..i could feel a sharp pain at connection of my jaw...
ouch!
now..my jaw's swollen..and i can't really talk or move it cos it's painful..
i can't barely chew e food down my throat...
but one thing that i'm happy 'bout is..
after my match..
my instructor told me that i've improved alot..
which was a good thing..
cos this yr..after i lost in e NATIONAL SILAT COMP..
i was kinda disheartened to compete again..
now..i'm back in a full force..
i'm READY!

& i'm really in a dilemma...
it's 'bout e ITE MUSICAL SHOW..
e show's in nov...we got allowance for it..eg. $3/session...
but..
i felt like quiting..
should i? or should i not??
i'm halfway through..
i felt that i've lost my singing voice..
after all e shouting & involvement in sports..
& i'm really exhausted..
help me pleash!!
people said that it's once in a lifetime chance where u get to perform in front of thousand ppl..
but...
e trainings...aaargghh...sometimes i just can't take it..
and now...
my soccer training will start next friday 2-5..
and i've got dance training for e ITE MUSICAL SHOW 3-6..
after that i've got silat...
pleash!! help me...
aaaaaaa!!!
part of me wanna quit..another part of me don't wanna...

and in sept..i've got a soccer comp...
i really wanna put my marked in soccer...
i'm confused!!
damn...
today..i didn't go for my vocal training...cos i can barely sing...
pleash..give me some advice..or opinion...
i really need some help...
for other updates...visit my other blog..

:(

>__MiSsY FiaNNa__<>>OUT!!

hey hey...
man.. reading ur blogs have made me realise how BORING my life is! lol. sometimes thats not a bad thing for me. i like time alone. but i HATE weekends alone. especially BOTH weekends. haiz... but what to do. today im in shortage of money for an outing so i probably wont go out at all... unless if my mom comes back and gives me money. =D which is unlikely to happen cos i HATE to ask her for money. not cos she wont give.... its cos it's just NOT in me to ask from my parents. and this is the reason as to y im up to my ASS in debt to ppl. lucky its my closest frens... so its not that bad. i owe the 'guy' 20 bucks. lucky he's an angel and i dun have to scrape out his cash JUST yet. will slowly pay him back. not that i LIKE to borrow money okay... just that sometimes i get stuck. super glue stuck. so no choice. =( hahaha...

okay.... so i have no plans for today... which sucks. but im like bored at home... plus theres NOTHING to eat dammit. grrr... i hate to have no food at home AND no money. nak calling for food pon tak boleh. haiz.... look.... its me being self-obsessed again. dammit... i got to stop this. but this is MY blog... hahahah... so im entittled to be self-obesessed HERE! yay!....

haiz... nothing much happened to me this week.... hey.. this gives me an idea... lol... if u have nothing to blog in the week u blog at the end of the week and summerise! yay... heheh.... or u can blog AND summerise also! hahaha.... kk... crap spilling out of my mouth already... or hands.... anyway... lets see... monday was well.... i cant remember. tues we had training..... wed... i think i went out the him. thurs had training again... then at night had to study for test the next day... but i spent most of the time chatting with him online. fri he met me in school early to study together.... but we ended up gettin joined bu our other classmates. LOL. well at least he offered to acompany me in the morning.

so thats about it! lol... if anything interesting happens i'll be sure to keep u guys updated!

love ya'll
shasha

my mates in class.

My darlings... How are you doing?

im fine.. SHA, why are you not updating? NISA? Where is everyone? Must SHA sound off then someone like me had to start blogging? hahaaaaaaaaaaaa

ok.. I so love today. Hang out with my Man... After school was supposed to go eat Seoul Garden with my classmates but i didnt join them. Y? because i want to budget myself. Anyway i didnt have the mood to eat big. So planned to meet him lah. He is always my last resort. Haha and it will always work. =)

So, after school went straight to Bedok Reservoir, waited for him... waited... waited.. and he came down with Khalis, his younger bro. His bro wanted to withdraw money. Ok so we accompany and yada yada out of the blue, he treats us to macdonalds! ahhaa yay! i love freebies! hahahhah

After eating, accompanied my bf to SSDC to book his bike practical. So we were bored and decided to go places we hadnt been to together. So i suggested Juntion 8, but he didnt want to yada bla bla end up going to Causeway point. HAH its been along time since i stepped there. And kebetulan, there's pasarmalam too. He suddenly have the urge of playing water guns with me. So ape lagik, we bought the pasarmalam waterguns and play with it! ahhaaha belo! yaya yada.. it was fun BUT he spoiled it lah! Slipa die terkoyak.nasib pasar malam ade, beli slipa 80 cent. haha And oh i saw loads of people i know... i saw nana,ut, nadiah my classmate n bf and indra my classmate too with gf. haha!

Ok thats abt it. No i wont make my day very detailed here. haha Alright my babies, next up, please lah blog anyone! =)

Kk..it seems tat shasha is bored reading fianna's post..so itz my turn..(haha!! sori yana..no offence..still luv u babe..)
At tis point of time,i shud b doin my OFA project or even studying!! My end year exam is less den a month n here i am chatting,giving testi 2 shasha,checking my email & BLOGGING...Wat e fish?? I shud start doin sumting useful..no self discipline,i might say..erm..anyway..my previous test(LSM),i do badly..i juz pass..my teacher was lyk "wat happen to u??" coz my 1st CA1,i get 45/50..haha!! I need to pull up my panty man!! Kk sumbody juz need to knock sum sense in my brain..
Ive been waking up late n missing sum of my early classes..Im turning into worse..HELP ME PLZ SUMBODY!! I donnoe wen i wana start revising but wat i knoe tmr im werking frm 9am-10pm..yeah!! 13 hours of werking..a hell of a time n a hell of a money..Pray 4 u sara tat u get e job..seriously tis job is fun..ur feasting on icecream every hour of ur werk..weeee!! Im gona grow fat...hope e training will prevent me frm turning myself into a humpty dumpty..hehe!! den i will b e cute version of humptydumpty..
These few days..haf alot of fun wif my frens..we haf lyk 4 hours of break on wed..n we roam around expo n do crazy stupid stuff..n on thurs we haf 3 hours of break n we all go 2 changi 2 eat e nasi lemak..itz was pack wif pple but we manage to find seats 4 8 of us..we r juz a bunch of idiots n attention seekers sia..(mcm bapak kite nye kedai)ahaha!! kk enuf bout my klassmates..
As 4 my rugby mates out there reading my post,cant wait 2 c u guyz again tis tues..We gotta do more driving of balls,wrapping,good hands,running into gaps,running onto e balls & bla bla bla...tink i can memorise everyting tat coach says..haha!! Cant wait 2 c fefe,nana n mel..miz u guyz!!!
Aniway,believe it or not,Anne haf friendster..i juz add her yesterday..haha!! Okok im done wif my posting..wen i post i juz keep talking n talking till u guyz juz shut tis ting off..but whu cares..im writting n u guyz haf 2 read it no matter wat..hehe!!
Ok shasha,sara,firah.sof,yanti,soffy..plz post sumting..juz a paragraph or 2..it was suppose to b OUR blog..remember?? not mine n yana..hehe!!
Kk im off 2 bed now..wen i type,i cant stop..tatz y i haf 10 fingers..need to chop sum of dem off..any1 wana help??
DARN NISA CAN U JUZ SAY UR LAST SENTENCES!! haha!! kk luv u guyz..

Nisa Outzz..

Listening to the songs....
i mean to our blog song...
By just listening to it...
haish..
it just reflects on me...

how i wish...
he's e 1 for me...
how i wish..
he's mine...
how i wish..
he feels e same way like i do...

being single..
there's positive & negative side to it..
E POSITIVE:

U can be friends with any1..
there's no restriction in whatever u do...
spend more time with family & friends...
don't have anything to worry about..

But..

E NEGATIVES:

sometimes...u just can't help but feel LONELY..
and i really mean LONELY...
sometimes..u'll remember 'bout ur past..
e memories...
it really hurts sometimes..
sometimes..u keep asking urself why it happen..
but there's no ans to it...

me..
i love being single..
but at e same time..
i longed to be attached..
i realise that only when u have some1 special in ur life..
then can u forget 'bout ur past...
haish...

sorry for being EMO today...
if wanna read up more 'bout what happen...

visit www.tragicgurl.blogspot.com

till then..
take care..
c u guys during training...

Fianna out!

;(

IF I CAN HAVE 1 WISH....................

Hey...
guess what..
i've just finish blooging..
& my comp restart...
damn..
that just sux..

so..
as i was saying..
yesterday's training was fast to me..
i still wanna play..
but e NATIONAL U 17 need to use e field..
that sux..

i was kinda distracted during training...
cos THAT GUY is also having training on e track too...
gosh..
no worries k..
i'll focus more next training...

hmmm..
now u gurls know whose e ASSHOLE guy NATIONAL U 17 whom i was talking about?
i wonder why can't he get e msg "GET OUT OF MY SIGHT" to his head...?
he pretend to asked for sofiah(nurul) yesterday...
but our sofiah terase..
hehehe...
U GO GURL!

k la..
i'm outz for now..
wanna go to sch...

>__MiSsY FiaNNa__<>>OUTZ!!

Itz e middle of e nite..feel kinda tired n sleepy but i need to get tis ting out from my heart..tis is our blog so i write watever i wan n u read if u wan to..Itz e same stuff over n over again..U don haf to continue reading my post..u can juz stop here..

Wat e hell?? People keep saying "get over it"..But wat if i cant?? Wat if i dont want to?? Do they knoe wat im feeling inside?? They ask me 2 b strong but am i strong enuf 2 get over it?? They ask me to move on..but i dont wan to...im stubborn..i still wan to hold on 2 my past..tatz e best 4 me now..I appreaciate their advice but they donnoe wat im feeling rite now,at tis moment..Fuck 2 all e advise..itz juz wont makes me feel better..
Do he feels betta afta doin tis..??Do he feels so much relieve now??Do i haf to suffer it alone??
My frens,nana,dila,manan..wat r they trying 2 do?? trying to b e good people n make us b frens again..??Frens?? Wif him?? Can i?? It wont b e same...Fuck juz hate tis shit..everytime i talk 2 my frens is about him...him n him...get lost from my life!! e reality juz hits me right thru e face..i dont need ur sympathy gals..i juz wan u 2 understand me..i dont want 2 move on..im not ready yet..i still wan to hold on coz tatz wat my life is all about 2 years back..juz hate it wen pple says "get over it" i juz wan to burn those words..feels so shitty rite now..

Im sorry..i donnoe y i haf 2 feel tis way...i donnoe wen i will 4get tis stuff n move on..can i?? e path of my life has totally changed n i haf 2 adapt 2 e situation...haiz..
If i had 1 wish..i juz wan to turn back time..n change everyting..every single ting...obviously it is a juz a wish tat wont cum true..only true 2 fantasy..

Nisa out..

i look hot in here. hahah

hey sweet smelling people! (if u stink, i will still love u guys no matter what.)

im hungry. haha. Actually i have eaten, but still i want sumthing to chew on or whatever.

So updates of my life? Nothing new lah still the same old me, same old thing i do... wake up go school.. same lah.. Except .. i will remember this for life! Yesterday, i was out with my boyfriend to Bugis lah.. we were walking and looking at the neoprint cards displayed yada yada when i heard "AH! AH!" (angry tone lah like makcik2 want to warn her child)

I was stunned and so to my anxiety to know who made that sound, I searched high and lows... I got to know .. The makcik making sound was our beloved SHASHA! believe it or not.. GERAM!! Buat orang suspend je.

So that was yesterday lah.. So today.. Training.. On the wet wet wet field! Like WTFiish! But ok lah to test us on our ball gripping. Yup as what coach says, today was Dropping balls festival. Haha ala coach understand undrstood lah.. It was raining before training started and all of us wanna look good on the field wahahah! ok lame.

And Sof came down for training! yay! Sadly her knees kena again. Kesian adik saya. Hehe, actually almost the whole team gt accidents! Thanks to hero MARK help guide Sof back to the "SUb BOx". Thankx hero. Hoho. And Fiana made stunts on the field. She back-flipped herself. Which was cool to me.

I think this can end foreba and eba! ahha ok i shall stop here...

TAKE CARE MY LADIES!

*if updating leave ur name aite!

Eh..sowie..
hehe..
i totally forgot to leave my name when i blogged just now...
niwaes..
yup..

yesterday i was really pissed off basically with 2 guys..
totally have no mood to eat..
when i eat..i vomitted out e food..
so..no use eating..
i didn't eat e whole day!
& today i was damn hungry sia!

only had 1 prata for lunch....

well..fira..
u know u e guy is right?
i mean e 1 whom i had a crush on..

;p

on last sat..
i thought of having a rugby gerls outing...
but..
every1's not free...
so..
i watched e fireworks with e track & field guys..
it was loads of fun!
:)
there were 20 of us...

if u wanna know more..
i've updated bout it at my other blog..but don't know which ..
it's either my friendster blog.. www.fiannasoccerbabe.friendster.blogs.com/my_life/
or my personal blog..
www.tragicgurl.blogspot.com

>__MiSsY FiaNna__<>>>OUT!!!

MuackZ!!

*LoTsA LoVe*

ElOoOoOo gurLs...

waSsUp??

Haish...
theRe's just soooo many things that's been going on...

let me tell u...
yesterday...
i went to our sch stadium..
of cos to watch e soccer match..ite simei VS tamp...
i watched both match...
e 2nd match team 2...
2nd halves...
my fwens went back..
left me all alone...
i don't wanna go back hm 1st as i've gt nothing to do at hm...

so...
i just sat there & watched..
my fewn syam(national U 17) came over for a conversation...

then...
adrii..the guy that i hated sooo much..the national U 17 guy..
rmb..i told u gurls bout it...
he was sooo damn irritating sia...
1st he disturbed me...
but i just ignored him cos i wanna be true to my words...
then he came up infront of me...
and apologised repeatedly...
i just ignored...
at last he said 'macam gini leh nangis ar'...

i really wanna teach him a lesson..
hey..
i'm not any kinda gurl that u can play around with..
what do u think i am???
a toy?
u said to syam that u don't know why i'm doing this to u...
why can't u just get the msg in ur head??
why?
do u think by saying sorry..it can change the situation???
gosh..
wake up la...
hey..i'm doing this to stop u from doing the same thing to other gurls...
if u still don't get mymsg..& if u still come up to me..u're gonna get ur ass kick by ME!!

aaarggghh...
i just don't understand guys..
update later ya..
gt some soccer meeting now!

elluz galz..atlast im in..wee~!! hahax..well gtg nw..claz dismissing...c u galz tmr 4 training...weee~~~!!! lalalalalalala ... ... ....

okay girls... i need u guys to put ur heads together and help me........... i wanna dye my hair! yay... hehehe... but i dunno what colour and how i should dye it. i gots an idea but i dun think its like.... worth it?... i'll tell u... i wanna dye the INSIDES of my hair purple... not bright purple... dark purple... like bluish purple... more blue than purple. what u think? and i dun wan to dye the whole thing... i wanna highlight them onli. the way this works is that when my hair is down its not obvious... but when i tie my hair then u can see it. what u think?? hmmm.... keep in mind my course is a bloody strict course that's so bloody irritating i could kill myself. anyway.... any ideas? throw them my way pls!.... i feel the need to add more life to my hair. i wanna do them now so when they grow they'll be nice. hehehe... kk... give me ur ideas. dun give me lame ideas okay.... i can come up with lame ones all by myself... i need nice nice and good good ideas.! orite!... see u guys tues!

love ya'll
shasha

Thanz sara 4 tat post of yours..i appreciate all e tings u said bout me n my ex..ya my ex..cant believe it tat wen i read ur post,he n i r nothing..it juz ends lyk tat wif a letter which u n shasha tot was a love letter..i knoe sumting is wrong..juz my instinct said so..mayb u gals who juz knoe wen u read tis post will ask me a thousand n one qns..but i will not further xplain coz im too too damn tired to keep repeating wat is the cause of it all..but e main ting is tat we r drifting apart n he cant take it anymore of my nonsense..
Cant accept it at 1st..tat morning afta e broke up,i msg him straight away..e reality of me bein alone feels so sucky afta 2 yrs+ wif him..but i knoe in life u still haf to move on no matter wat..neva will i blame him..neva will i turn myself to b an emo gal..neva will i cut my wrist n slit my throat..neva! i don haf 2 suffer..i still believe he do luv me but mayb itz juz destiny..i still cant accept e way he ask 4 a separation(juz lyk separation of spore n msia)now i knoe how lee kuan yew feels..haha! k im talking shit..i may b sad but i cant b sad till i die rite??
The chapter of my life wif him has ended..i haf to start a new chapter wif sadness..but i still haf u guyz 2 rely on..thanz 2 shasha n her advice each n evryday wen i chat wif her..makes me feel betta..thanz 2 sara oso..ur a good listener..as 4 sofia..thanz 4 e hug..it do calms me a bit..
As 4 e others of my rugby frens,if u read tis,i don wan u guyz 2 sympatize wif my situation..don ask me whether im ok or not coz it hurts even more..im still e old crazy nisa..juz haf fun wif me n tatz all im askin 4..
Today was suppose to go out wif my klassmate 2 watch fireworks but im too tired afta werk n got no mood..tinking of the fireworks juz make me tink of e past..he was behind me while we watch e fireworks..sweetest memories..i knoe tat if i go n watch wif my classmatez,it will bring tears to my eyes..Sara did say tat e fireworks was so gigantic n nice..itz good tat u experience it wif ur guy..but it wont b e same 4 me if i watch it today..sumting is missing..
K la..im so long winded rite..?? i knoe..haha..thanz u guyz 4 taking ur time to read tis post of mine..Luv u guyz..(now tat word is onli meant 4 my frens whu deserve it..)betta treat me good or i dont luv any1 of u..hehe!
Nisa Outzz..!!

hello ape kabar orang kampung.... hahah

ok,im back people... so many requests from orang2 yang tersayang... haiz... hehe .. Wokey well training just now was A-OKAY. Too bad.. Still missing SOFFIA though. Mane lah budak ni menghilang.. But its ok. SHE's coming back next week! yay for SOFFIA! wee.. RINDU BANGAT SAMA KAMU SIH.. aniway biler lah budak soffia ni nak blog eh? risau aku... and the others, NURUL,YANTI... cmon in aite.. all welcome! =) NISA! i read ur boyfren n ur blog so sweet lah u guys. REALLY. Should consider about what u blogged in one of the entries here. You guys really make a good couple. Aniways, in every relationship,there must be an argument or misunderstandings. Y? if u have those,they are the spice of ur relationship. These arguments then will somehow somewhat reflect abit of either one of you and frm there,you guys can actually learn frm each other mistakes and not doing it again. Or best,remind each other everytime.(ni bukan ungkit2 eh) Oh welps, i just had an argument with boyfriend just now when i reached home. Which is about a minor thing it spread to a major one. LIKE WTH? i hate it lah when he have doubts on me. Common lah.. Its like who would wana steal me away from u? hehehe but ya as u can see.. Im not as good looking as Angelina Jolie or Siti Nur Haliza.. but if u say so.. what can i say.. whahah crap! I have the girl-next-door look lah dear. Dont worry can? (if u happen to read this tagg ok?) like real. Thou me and my bf are still new in our relationship alah 1 year 6 mth only, sad but tru, i felt that i created alot of problems in our relationship. But im fighting for our sake. I dun really have the time to find someone new and to start all over. I hate starting all over. Back to square one. Its a no-no. I treasure our time,laughter,cries,pain and also our private conversation at night, with u accompaniying me till im sleepy. And waking me up every morning with your wake up call.. Thanks so much MD. DANIAL. You're such a heartbreaker sometimes. Still,i LOVE YOU .. MWAHH!

My entry is so corny! ok just play along with me aite. hoho =)

my ruggers rock my boobies! ahaha

im done. NITEY NITES!

i miss my 3230. goshy moshyy.

hi babes. fiiirah here.

yesterday work was great, thanks to liyana, anthony and karen. i always enjoy work when lyn is around and when we close counter together. and hell yeah, we got a whole lot of things to talk about - new jobs, gossiping and of course about us. haha. i reached home quite early and i went back with no smile on my face. ):

ah what the hell happen to us? you drift so far away from me. i still want you here like how you did the last time. stop telling me you care for me cause you didnt show it. i feel like you only need me when you're lonely. and i feel like you're abandoning me. ):

OKAY TOUCH BABES. today training pleaseee datang. see youuu 5.30pm at grandstand. bye seeemuaaa. (:

if only.....
if only this guy was my boyfren. id be happy. but he's not. he's just a friend. okay then... if only my next boyfriend was LIKE him. personality wise. thinking wise. character wise. id be happy. i think id marry him. seriously. guys like him dun come around often. he's one in a million. the kind of guys that u dun wanna lose if u have him. the kind u want when u dun have him. cos he's always there. he understands. sadly for me.... none of my past boyfriends had his qualities. so girls... when u find the one u know u shouldnt lose dun give up easily. fight for him if u need to. talk to him if u have to. dun let him slip away. cos after u lose him u'll regret. and regret is something no one should live with. ever. cos regret = bad. anyway... this dosent mean im in love with that guy (in the pic). i just like his personality. something i wan in a boyfriend. if i find another like him... id keep him for myself. if only.

Kindda glad tat we made tis blog..whenever im bored or need to xpress my feelings i haf tis ting to let u guyz know wat state i am in now..
Yaya..today national day n i guess everyone haf so many activities goin on..either goin to the stadium or chilling at sum place or watching the fireworks..etc etc..while me siting in front of the comp..feeling half dead n bored..im suppose to go out wif him but too bad,got a fight n told him a lie tat i was werking today..juz dont feel lyk meeting him tis few days..i donnoe wat happen to our relationship but itz goin down..but i do believe tat he still haf me in his heart always..the only prob is we are lagging of sumting..sumting tat is missing in my life wen im wif him which i cant xplain to him or to myself..weird but true..donnoe wen will tis ting end..
God,plz show me the answer to my question..
Im missing 2 of my closest frens..knoe dem during sec sch n they are the 1 tat make my life complete..(luv dem more den my bf..itz the fact tat i cant ignore)told u guyz tat frens r everyting to me..we are so close tat we try to get a job at the same place..share all our tings..we xchange sports shoes during sch time n i still haf my beg wif 1 of dem..1 of their clothes wif me..bought the same colour of bra n i bought the wrong size(they choose it)ahaha! perm hair together n tons n tons of memories..both of dem are in shatec which is much harder 4 me to meet dem..actually i wanted to join shatec oso bcoz of dem but to tink back all the expenses,i join ite..which now i didnt regret it at all..
Although i made new great frens in ite but still they are more special to me..so happy to meet u gals in rugby tat put my mind away frm dem once in awhile..

Always in my memories...

Nisa Outz..

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